My Guru
Spirit I feel
Connected for lifetimes
My heart binds to yours
An energy that flows,
Knowing no bounds.
Soul twin, Inspire me,
Love me as I am
With this tormented body
That longs for one connection,
One spark to light the fire within.
I cannot worship you,
I can love you
Honestly, clearly, intentionally,
I can trade pain and pride
For ecstasy and humility.
My guru, my light,
Shall we lead each other
Into a vast Universe
Where we know we will
Finally be as one?
Mary K. 8-22-16
Monday, August 22, 2016
Sunday, August 21, 2016
Mythic Precipice
Mythic Precipice
The edge of destiny
Feels like waiting
To fall in a pit of fire
Or float off to a cloudy dream.
Which choice will bring
Which fate to be,
Let go of fear
And just breathe.
Whichever awaits
Burned and bled
Or whole and safe
Still part of some larger,
encompassing force.
We will fall
or we will fly
Off this mythic precipice
Into the arms of life.
Mary K. 2016
The edge of destiny
Feels like waiting
To fall in a pit of fire
Or float off to a cloudy dream.
Which choice will bring
Which fate to be,
Let go of fear
And just breathe.
Whichever awaits
Burned and bled
Or whole and safe
Still part of some larger,
encompassing force.
We will fall
or we will fly
Off this mythic precipice
Into the arms of life.
Mary K. 2016
Pitter Pat - a Cat Poem on Feminism
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Diamond and Lucy, my Pitter Pat Cats ;-) |
The serious black cat
Climbs up on my tummy
To pitter pat
The fat, and hypnotize
Herself as her shoulders
Roll, left, right, left right,
Her kitty toes curling
Then flexing, making
Sure her claws stay hidden.
I stroke her back
Scratch her head, her ears
Her purrs of pleasure
Vibrating from her twitching
back
Down to her toes
Which continue to need to
knead
The flesh that I disdain
She loves.
Mary K. 2016
Tuesday, January 5, 2016
Midnight Butterfly
Minuit Papillon
Ce qui peut venir de cette
papillon blessé,
Vous trouverez sur votre chemin,
Lever de sa place parmi les fleurs mortes
Et embrasser son aile brisée.
Vous observez comme elle vole loin de vous,
Elle est guéri et reconnaissant,
Relâchez son esprit libre,
Vous avez réalisé avec un baiser.
Et maintenant, elle revient à vous,
Dans le bleu minuit,
Profondeurs de vos rêves,
Un bel amant que vous avez toujours connu.
Vous vous réveillez,
Dans une panique, le sourire de la sienne,
Évanouissement rapide de l'oeil de votre esprit,
Rempli de la mémoire, la caresse des lèvres qu'elle,
Vit toujours dans le cœur de votre âme pour tous les temps.
Mary
2016
Midnight Butterfly
What may come of this
Wounded butterfly
You found along your path,
Pick her up,
And kiss her broken wing.
Watch her fly away
Healed and grateful,
Set her spirit free,
You did with a kiss.
And now she returns,
In the dark blue
Depths of your dreams,
A beautiful lover you have
always known.
You awaken
In panic, her smile
Fading fast from your mind's eye,
But the memory of her kiss,
The touch of her lips,
Forever in your soul.
Mary K.
2016
Ce qui peut venir de cette
papillon blessé,
Vous trouverez sur votre chemin,
Lever de sa place parmi les fleurs mortes
Et embrasser son aile brisée.
Vous observez comme elle vole loin de vous,
Elle est guéri et reconnaissant,
Relâchez son esprit libre,
Vous avez réalisé avec un baiser.
Et maintenant, elle revient à vous,
Dans le bleu minuit,
Profondeurs de vos rêves,
Un bel amant que vous avez toujours connu.
Vous vous réveillez,
Dans une panique, le sourire de la sienne,
Évanouissement rapide de l'oeil de votre esprit,
Rempli de la mémoire, la caresse des lèvres qu'elle,
Vit toujours dans le cœur de votre âme pour tous les temps.
Mary
2016
Midnight Butterfly
What may come of this
Wounded butterfly
You found along your path,
Pick her up,
And kiss her broken wing.
Watch her fly away
Healed and grateful,
Set her spirit free,
You did with a kiss.
And now she returns,
In the dark blue
Depths of your dreams,
A beautiful lover you have
always known.
You awaken
In panic, her smile
Fading fast from your mind's eye,
But the memory of her kiss,
The touch of her lips,
Forever in your soul.
Mary K.
2016
Sunday, August 23, 2015
Joys and Sorrows
My suffering becomes your suffering ,
Our joys shared become the glowing memories
of childhood or old age,
While all the day I wish I was better for you.
Yearning to be the model you need,
Of right action, right thinking,
Right purpose, so you will know
An easier Middle Way.
Not the teeter totter of extremes,
Not the icky sweet pungent world
Of indulgence and decay,
I long for you the yin and yang.
Sweet, delicate balance of good and evil,
The shared journey and burdens of love and pain ,
I want you to know the kind of peace,
You only get from a full night's rest.
How can I show you that the coin of compassion once spent,
Yields more than you could ever hope or believe for,
And know deep down, that essentially most people can be good, and are worthwhile.
Dark clouds meet the edge of our blue skies,
We must always know the dark to love the light.
That worldly energy you feel compells us all,
Projects us forward into places of fear and fantasy.
There is happiness,
There is respect,
There is infinite gratitude,
Words coming and going,
None seem good enough to describe the love I have for you.
We meet, connect, and part,
Wondering how it all will end,
If it be in a moment of joy or sorrow,
No matter.
Mary Kirkpatrick, August 2015
Wednesday, February 11, 2015
Morass
I feel as heavy
as my heart
feels me.
Don't know how to
Lift these eyes
These dreams.
Floundering through
the halls of destiny,
Wasting time battling
this imaginary
ghost,
That haunts my memory
and robs me blind.
Steals away the
Precious present
Drags me back into
a Morass of destruction.
Where creative freedom
awaits me.
Let the mind catch light
Find its breath of wind
To fan the flames of
life right now
On purpose, here
Painful, dirty, but real.
Mary K. Feb 2015
as my heart
feels me.
Don't know how to
Lift these eyes
These dreams.
Floundering through
the halls of destiny,
Wasting time battling
this imaginary
ghost,
That haunts my memory
and robs me blind.
Steals away the
Precious present
Drags me back into
a Morass of destruction.
Where creative freedom
awaits me.
Let the mind catch light
Find its breath of wind
To fan the flames of
life right now
On purpose, here
Painful, dirty, but real.
Mary K. Feb 2015
Saturday, January 10, 2015
Frozen Molecule
Frozen and tired
This will of mine
Oh so weak
Wants to winnow away
Like the last rays of sun
On a winter's afternoon.
Disintegrate slowly into
Dust, a cloud of me,
Dispersing over plains,
Wooded world,
The ocean, going back,
From whence I came.
A molecule you breathe
Taking in my essence
Could I possibly stir
Your chastened blood
Light a fire within you
And let us both melt away.
Mary K Jan 2015
This will of mine
Oh so weak
Wants to winnow away
Like the last rays of sun
On a winter's afternoon.
Disintegrate slowly into
Dust, a cloud of me,
Dispersing over plains,
Wooded world,
The ocean, going back,
From whence I came.
A molecule you breathe
Taking in my essence
Could I possibly stir
Your chastened blood
Light a fire within you
And let us both melt away.
Mary K Jan 2015
Saturday, January 18, 2014
2014 Poems
Funky feeling go away,
Make me free
to love and play
To be the soul
I know I am
The light of day to see.
Flee this pain
From my aching bones
Let my soul go
Let it roam
Set the world
Upon its edge
Then right it up again.
Foster in this foggy brain
A wisdom, a hope
Of loving not in vain
Fill this fleeting moment
To its brim
Let me out, and then back in.
Mary K. Dec 2014
Make me free
to love and play
To be the soul
I know I am
The light of day to see.
Flee this pain
From my aching bones
Let my soul go
Let it roam
Set the world
Upon its edge
Then right it up again.
Foster in this foggy brain
A wisdom, a hope
Of loving not in vain
Fill this fleeting moment
To its brim
Let me out, and then back in.
Mary K. Dec 2014
Monday, October 3, 2011
Broken Girl
Broken girl,
Why can't you fix yourself?
With bits of pink paper
And wonder glue?
That crack in your soul
Is leaking love and sunshine
And slowly you're
Filling up with darkness again.
You reach for the stars
On your knees
Hope your endless gratitude
Will stem the raging sea.
Rising up inside you
Cold truths and empty promises
Threaten to replace
Your carefully constructed peace.
God, The Universe, Enlightened Ones,
Try to hold you up
Saving you from your
Senseless Self.
M. Kirkpatrick 2011
Why can't you fix yourself?
With bits of pink paper
And wonder glue?
That crack in your soul
Is leaking love and sunshine
And slowly you're
Filling up with darkness again.
You reach for the stars
On your knees
Hope your endless gratitude
Will stem the raging sea.
Rising up inside you
Cold truths and empty promises
Threaten to replace
Your carefully constructed peace.
God, The Universe, Enlightened Ones,
Try to hold you up
Saving you from your
Senseless Self.
M. Kirkpatrick 2011
Spiritual Sponge
This heart
A spiritual sponge
Wrings out
Yet another memory.
Wishing it could
Just dry out
In the sunshine
Of this moment.
Don't let tears
Fill it up again
Until it is heavy
With the painful salt of life.
Melancholy always feels
More real than joy
Pain reverberates
While joy evaporates.
This must end
No more hearts can rend,
Falling leaves will decay
Move on, do not revisit that day.
M.Kirkpatrick 2011
A spiritual sponge
Wrings out
Yet another memory.
Wishing it could
Just dry out
In the sunshine
Of this moment.
Don't let tears
Fill it up again
Until it is heavy
With the painful salt of life.
Melancholy always feels
More real than joy
Pain reverberates
While joy evaporates.
This must end
No more hearts can rend,
Falling leaves will decay
Move on, do not revisit that day.
M.Kirkpatrick 2011
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