Faithless friend
Abandoned for greener
Brighter youth
Songs of freedom
Call you away
I look where you were
in self pity, regret.
Once thought
You a Savior
A personal prophet
Of hope and persuasion
Now it is clear
I mangled my own vision.
It wasn't fair I guess
To raise you higher
Than you could see yourself
Even if I know
It is where you could go.
Grateful too soon,
Extended so far
I brittley broke
Shattered into a million
Pieces of my own
failed expectations.
Now shuttered up
Protected and plain
Safely walking in circles
Within these boundaries
The world has taught me
are appropriate.
Sighing heavily
Don't know what or who
To hope for or believe in
Nobody wants that burden.
Nobody wants my faith.
It is just me and God. Maybe.
