The Journey

Following my heart

Lead me deep

Into the wood

Of dark self doubt.

This body is

My only vessel

Yet it is so hard

To keep it afloat in this life.

Was it easier

In the past

When I could see
More clearly what I am.

Or isit better

Now in this wavering

Misty world

Opening its yawning mouth.

Shall I continue

Venture forth

Find my final path

Back to my true God

Back to myself.

From Miles- A New Life

I'm losing my mind,
I don't know what to say,
pictures in my head,
are fading away

 

time takes its toll,
my lonely leaf blows,
lost from its tree,
and all that I know 

memories fade,
do I know who I am?
am I good or bad,
or am I just a man

I know who I love,
love is for me to know,
loves all that matters,
the rest can all go 

The world is a blur,
moving too fast to hold,
Fleeting parts of my life,
played out in bold

I want to see it all,
A room with a view,
picture an ocean,
A beach walk with you

I've got a new canvas,
and you are my brush,
lets paint the world,
we're not in a rush

I'm forgetting the old,
and starting anew,
waiting at the edge,
of a new life with you

American Woman X

Why is my life

Not sweet enough
To fulfill my desire

For a sweet life.

Left turns
Leading to nowhere

Find me
In the center of the maze again.

Looking inward
Gives me vertigo

I don't know

Where to go.

Funhouse mirrors

Speak greater truths

Than what I see

In my own reflection.

I've fallen
And I can't get down

I'm dreaming

And I can't wake up.

American Woman IX

Found the courage

Located the faith
To take the step
Away to a new place.

Alone and free

Strong where we

Think we want to be
And then we remember.

Why we stayed so long

Finding reasons

To just hang in there 
To stay strong.

Lonely nights

Listening to the dog

Lick his rear end

Looking at the clock.

Wondering did I 
Choose the right course
Did I find myself
Or lose myself in this Divorce.

One

We come together

To share one mind

To find one heart

To be one in time.

Heal me with your
Songs of faithful

Understanding and hope

Find me in my lost world.

I question too much

Asking when I should know

You tell me

And I need to hear.

I pray to feel
Complete knowing

Like you do

And wrap myself in our fate.

Take me in time

Show me our many

lives we have lived

Let me see it all.

A bird is singing

In the halls of grace

And the song is familiar

In its song I remember your face.

I feel as before we are

In one place.

Truest Intention

Fear has locked
Your spirit of life
Blind and haunted
You wander earth with eyes of darkness.

If eyes are windows
Of the soul,
Yours appear to be
Covered from the outside
Your soul trapped behind false truths.

Open your eyes
Without fear
Finding a vision
Of your own creation
Put there by God's own and your intention.

Sweet knowledge
Not the kind you find
In books or in the mouths of priests
But from looking within
To the very place you feared to look before.

Truest intention maybe more frightening
Than no intention at all
Because you see what you truly want
Creating the truth reveals
Our balance between darkness and light.

I know your fear,
I have been there,
I reside in my own truth now
And though at times I cower
The knowledge of truth is more powerful.

The creations of our truest heart
Can be abominations of the worst sort
Or they may be the most beautiful feelings
But what we cannot be afraid of
Is the act of creation, the ultimate gift of God.

Winds of Eden

Two lost children of Eve,
Wandering in a world
Overwhelmed without reprieve,
Forgetting what it feels like
To love, to care, to receive.

Stunned and wild-eyed
Gob smacked, does the world lie
Not a chance you see
They crashed into each
And desperate together they fly.

On the winds of Eden
Their love destined to soar.
They will find a truth God-given
To them forever more.

The Mirror

God held a mirror
To my soul
And when I looked
I saw you there.

Your endless pools
Forest green deep
Reflect my cooler
Flirty green seas.

All the good of me
Bounced back in your heart
All the bad of you
Echoed deep within mine.

But the mirror shattered
When you looked away
Lies and life ended
The fair reflection of our love.

Why did He let me see
Let me love and hurt and feel
The one soul on earth
So like me.

My Center

Είσαι το κέντρο της ψυχής μου
Προκαλείς πυρκαγιά στην καρδιά μου
με ένα σου βλέμμα.

Τι να κάνω;
Είμαι έρμαιο στα χέρια σου
όταν αντικρίζω τη γνώριμη ψυχή σου.

Θέλω να ξοδέψω εκατομύρια ζωές
για να μπορέσω να δω μέσα σου
τις απαντήσεις.

Ο Θεός μου χάρισε εσένα
Και Τον ευχαριστώ
που βρήκε την δική μου αλήθεια
και μου την πρόσφερε πάλι
μέσα στα μάτια σου.


You are the center
Of my soul
You make my heart
Catch on fire
With one look.

What can I do?
I am helpless
In the face of your
Knowing soul.

I want to spend
A million lifetimes
Looking inside you
For the answers.

God gave me you,
And I thank Him
For finding my truth
And giving it back to me
In your eyes.

Lovers Lost

We are twin souls,
Never meeting
Or seeing our fates together,
Living in our real life roles.

What questions of faith
Can we ask
When lovers are lost
Walking on the same path.

Bittersweet, pleasure pain,
The joy and despair
Of having you come
And leave again.

A deeper world
Cannot be known
Than the lovers who roam
Without a home.